Saturday, August 1, 2009
Good morning everyone! It's been too long since we've really talked. I've been busy pushing poems your way, sorry about that! As you can tell it's something I've been focusing on quite a bit lately, and I've kind of burrowed myself into my blog in a way that doesn't encourage much interaction with you all. Then there's work. I won't go into it. Just know that I miss you guys!
In some important ways I've been doing quite well. It's tiring, but I've been shaving away some of these layers (ok, defenses). I feel supported. Interactions with my husband are hilarious, playful, and warm right now. I am happy.
I still flounder when it comes to figuring out what I need, want, or even like.
For example, should I go to the Newport Folk Festival this weekend? I can't seem to put my finger on any kind of preference. I would enjoy a day at the beach, only it's gray, showers are expected, and I'd have to make small talk with the entire extended family on my Dad's side. You have just experienced an authentic stream of Sheila's consciousness that invites boredom and loneliness into a perfectly good summer's morning. This is how precious weekend moments slip away my friends!:)
I'm off to seize the day. What are you up to? I hope you are well. Happy Saturday to you!